Trapped within this mindset,
This painful, holding, grinding set.
It drains your essence, purity,
Pulling away everything once seen.
Tears will fall for far too long,
Before once time, becoming numb.
Held deep within your bones,
Secrets of a place unknown.
No one cares to find the truth,
But shy away in case they do.
Hide your mind, and your past,
All of those memories that aren't gone yet.
Convinced, they are, that you are fine,
Though the time has done nothing,
But make it worse than it was before.
The severity of your issue,
Brewing like never before.
The holding feeling inside you,
Just smoldering, waiting, for a chance.
A chance to be let out.
A change for you to scream.
And cry.
And hurt.
And pry.
But, your desires are too obvious,
The secret will be with you.
You'll always be this numb,
You'll always be this way.