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No MoreI play that song,  You showed me.  The one so pretty,  I cried for weeks.   
It means so much,  To you for me.  I couldn't help,  But hear it to.   
Sometimes it's like,  You're here with me.  When I play that song,  I start to fantasize.  
 
Dreams of past,  Flood my mind.  Wanting the memories,  To be the current.   
But the times have left,  They've gone away.  No more. No More
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ProblemsShe's got problems,  He's got problems,  They've got problems,  We've got problems.   
It appears as though,  Everywhere I turn,  Someone is calling me,  To talk about their problems.   
Slightly weird, a little off,  They repeat and whine,  Complain and seek truth,  For what is going on.   
But me, you see,  I don't understand this,  In the slightest,  Because when they've got problems,  They want someone to solve them.   
However, you see,  When I've got problems,  I don't rely on anyone,  My problems are my own. Problems
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FutureMy dreams are a smitten hell,  Of my own creation.  They break me down,  Tear me up to pieces.   
Thoughts of reminiscence,  Tragedy it seems.  Wishing for changing past times,  But inability interferes.   
Sometimes I sit and ponder,  What it would be like differently.  Perhaps it's not regret,  But maybe a minor remorse.   
Didn't intend to get this way,  The incoherent thoughts.  Can't really attempt to explanation,  Though the feelings have remained.   
Like wind chimes crashing through a breeze,  Or broke glass smashing on the floor. Future
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Think of me?Try to believe your eyes,  When I expose the truth.  It's not going to make much sense,  But it's all I've got inside.   
My heart yearns for your warmth,  Body aches for your touch.  Maybe unexpected to see,  But it's what I've come to be.   
The times I smile during the day,  Are only there when I think of you.  Memories of the times we shared,  Tend to pull me out of my sadness.   
If I heard your voice again,  I'm afraid I might explode.  A bubbly mess of happiness,  That wouldn't be good for all to see.   
Our time together was uplifting, Think of me?
by ~Silssu
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Wed Oct 28, 2009, 11:02 AM
Getting woken up in a jolting matter is no longer fun anymore. There I was, attempting to push myself to sleep more because quite honestly; I just don't want to be awake anymore. I want to sleep, all day, every day. Why?

I don't know. That's something else entirely. But I'm sure everyone knows what I'm talking about. Just kind of wanting to sleep all day. You know what though, I'm going to get my butt up, and I'm going to go to work. I hate my job; it bores me. I hate my college; it's not what I want to go for. I suppose, though that's what I have to do. I'm going to be one of those kids that just takes whatever courses, regardless of the pass or fail, and just does them.

Great, I'll be 24 and living with my parents. :/ That's exactly where I want to end up in life, living with my parents, still going to school, and not sure what I'm doing with my life.

But I found what I want to do. I just don't have the money for it. I might be able to work something out one day, and be able to go towards what I want to..but for now, it's unrealistic. :/

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  • Listening to: Seether - Careless Whisper

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  • Current Residence: Minden Nevada
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: M
  • Interests: Psychology, Working, Music, and Writing
  • Favourite movie: The Bridges of Madison County
  • Favourite band or musician: Bring Me The Horizon, Framing Hanley, Chiodos, Silverstein, Flyleaf, Slipknot
  • Favourite genre of music: All
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allen Poe
  • Operating System: Vista
  • MP3 player of choice: Ipod
  • Personal Quote: 奇丽な花が咲くよ

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